Thursday, April 21, 2011


My comfort food for thought
never coming to my realization
that you are forever gone
persistence to confide in my
wanted imagination
causing my constant abuse
of her re-visitation
Now presently my comfort zone
needed you
physically your outta my life
an avatar of pillows
only exists
many different arrays of them
representing you in every way
colorful by design
in full bloom
one shape like a rose
your beauty stays in
my mind constantly
long ones
mimics your legs
of strength
stout ones resides your warmth
now laying on the softest one
you always accommodating
showing why I’m still waiting
asking myself
as more of them I would buy
what would I do
with all of them
if you suddenly dropped by
no room never on the floor
only for my bed
missing you so long
really messes with my head

On this big ole bed
holding each one waiting
somehow THINKING
you would become closer
each time
I’m emptied in my fake bliss
interpretations of a demented
thinking he is alright without
when his body breaks down slowly
when he’s supposed to be healing
my eyes anxious to grace a meeting
should be behind my eyelids looking towards
the ceiling
alone in my four corners
wondering if she knows
my heart is soulfully bleeding
my pillows
all of them are stained
as my soul became detained
reinventing pillows
to replace your wonderful frame
my tears are transparent
my pillows are very salty
like the depth of the sea
where you could find my heart
beating myself to find air
a strange castaway
saying no luck for me
who I am kidding, these pillows
break too
spewing out unwanted feathers
that often itches my throat
maybe I should get really mad
throw them all away
I can’t though
where would I place my
weary head
when I finally go to sleep
Besides these pillows stands for my new hope
I could grab on to
My smoldering lengthy rope
twins as it burns
with no end
many directions pulling me
marking the end of my sanity
my model of distinction
wondering if she’s in her zone
a love of our yester year
that went too far past my extinction

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Want to know how exercise can fight sluggishness

Some people wonder why they feel tired all the time. They wonder if they're getting enough vitamin supplements, so they stock up on those. They think they're not getting enough sleep, so they try to squeeze in a nap or two and wind up napping all day and still feel exhausted. They pinpoint too much activity causing their tiredness, and try to cut back on an already lax schedule, but still feel tired even when they just spend the day lounging on the couch watching soap operas. Perhaps they haven't reconciled their sluggishness to a lack of physical activity instead of an excess of it. Sometimes when a person feels slothful, it can also be caused by a lack of activity, or more specifically, a sense of boredom. In that case, exercise can actually provide a solution.
First off, exercise increases metabolism rates. The increased efficiency means that the food you eat will get all the nutrients delivered straight to their targets. This solves the problem of whether you are getting enough nourishment much more than trying to stock up on vitamins while not getting them infused into your system. Perhaps your organs were a little inefficient prior to the workout routines. When you throw in a little exercise, the improved metabolism will translate into your organs getting the necessary nourishment quickly and efficiently.
Second, the heightened heart rate and breathing that comes from exercise results in a person who feels more alive. This increases body temperature, giving you a boost of energy. This is why some athletes, especially runners, undergo what they call a second wind. Instead of feeling tired a certain time period into a running session, they have a heightened boost of energy that enables them to speed off much faster than before. The same thing happens when a person exercises. After the initial trouble of getting up and moving, a sort of second wind happens wherein he gets the needed energy boost that gets him going for a long time more. You will find that you actually enjoy getting active, and will want to do it over and over!
Next, exercise makes you concentrate on a certain task. For example, instead of lounging around thinking of worrisome realities, when you exercise, you wind up focusing on getting the correct movement and it may temporarily chase away the worries. It also fights boredom by giving you something to look forward to on the daily schedule. This is especially true when you set a regular schedule for your workout. Instead of wandering around looking for things to do, you at least have something set for that given time, getting you off your butt and onto the exercise equipment.
Lastly, exercise releases endorphins or happy hormones, which are responsible for the good mood that people feel. Being in a happy mood means you will be less prone to feel bored, whether or not you are doing something, therefore making you less susceptible to sluggishness. After all, sometimes a main cause of wanting to spend hours in front of the TV is boredom or a sense of exhaustion that may not actually be physically caused. At least when you get a dose of the happy hormones, you will feel active and ready to take on the world no matter what the cost. The happy feeling actually even stays much longer than the actual exercise itself, so you can see how, even after you wrap up your workout session, you will find yourself longing to keep being active and productive.
Once you understand the role that exercise plays in stirring you up from sluggishness, you will find yourself wanting to get moving. You will find yourself excited to shake off that perennial exhaustion and finally feel alive and kicking once again. Finally, there is a solution that does not require any expensive investment! After all, working out can be done right in your own home or perhaps right outside your front door. Rest assured, you will definitely see results even on the first workout session you embark on, because exercise can do wonders even to the most amateur or workout enthusiasts! Try it and see how it helps you feel much more active and excited for life.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Eons of love

Thinking I don’t know you
I don’t really
spiritually happened eons ago
infinite exchanges of feelings
our time is a revolving door
I chase your soul
to both ends of the universe
very attached to you
I’m sore when you’re sore
how deep it could really
could get
directions parallel
before our time
over me you chose hell
something happened in our journeys
something threw you off  my course
another soul with a dark past
even though mine had moments
but he is very connected with our opponent
grace and mercy is the reason
why our soul became kindred
consciously surrendering
words of massage therapy

Your scared because you thought
you became like him
we're both searching with no eyes
who needs them
when we are magnetically pulled
his gravity can’t pull me away from you too long
takes more than his evil to succumb a beautiful
spirit like yours
a soul that’s has wisdom
turning into queendom
even at your worst
not one hair was burnt
you still will come out first
as the healing waters you still thirst
embrace of your soul kiss
remembrances of  our subterranean bliss
understanding we can’t be together
topically you have a man
souls don’t have a time or space
when you need me
I’m just one prayer away
still connects me to our special place
to help fortify our base
our passion fruit together as we taste

Monday, March 14, 2011

MY POETRY IS.........

my poetry has no color
vivid in detection
essentials in view
ways it arranged no doubt
of its due
explains my conviction
how far I flew
motions of words
passion to go towards
communes of the distraught
my credentials
gave me a pass for my stagnation
policing my thought convictions
my profound words
added more diction
true movement for culture
deviance reconciled
relationships with myself
still giving me my mental health
becoming my enigma
I’m so dogmatic
those thoughts of conducive pain
as they become my spiraling drain
many interprets its array
but explaining its realm it’s infinite
its comfort brings the sunny day
a law that transforms
through heighten senses I have been reborn

Even now my poetry has been scribed
through my pen
allowing your thoughts vicariously
my ancestors’ soul with in
never pretend any portions to buy
the only lie if you never try
surfing on waves of fear
allowing some of your turmoil
to become clear
what is my poetry.......?
guidance my prophetic remedy
geometric proportions
difficult but same time elementary
even its relative’s states
it surely provides my imagery
everything my poetry becomes
we have to past through its creative walls
birth of a new nation
a whisk of forgotten time
a notification of alarming noise of a chime
when it’s that time
for those righteous thoughts
heaven sent
those jewels allowed to be taught
life lessons becomes fables
wisdom of speech passed through Plato
divine right of my passage
rightly felt but becomes my center
as my pen inks my paper
as we all get intoxicated by its vapor
documents our rendezvous capers