Im not a poet
anymore....
had you ever been one
words are written....
and its reads
better
poetry comes after your eulogy
such a enlongated truth
Im not living anymore
if my convictions arent real
just like nothing
is ever what it seems
expectations...
are curbed
landscapes of hope and love
projected....ONLY in my dreams...
the reality saying Im a poet ....
I dont trust this reality...
so I dont think this is my outcome
this presence becomes my enemy
A POET.....
let my peers be the judge
I trust there truth better than mines
because they try so hard
to be one....
there opinions... must counts
it out numbers
real profound ambitions
and motives
They call me a wordsmith
then some call me
the other names
my constant mirages briefs my hopes
in this steaming scortching dersert
praying the bread they give
I will not choke
Im not a camel
I cant hold all this moisture
for a long time
my tears shows my distrust
while I lay on a bed of
this noisey tin
traces of where I been
trails of my rust
Showing the exact place
I could have been stuck
in this overt wave of dual creativity
negative and postive
ying and the yang
hearing....
U POET
do your thang...
I not a poet anymore .....
even though I play with words
often evaluated new vocabularies
for ages...and eons to proceed
strunctured sentences.....
like weekly lessons plans...
but....
Im not a teacher..
even though I scream
words in CADENCE like a
preacher.....
its not promised
that my poem would
reach you.....
I dont trust titles ...
ultimately...I dont think its
relavent
vital
the truth on the other hand
should be worn
like gloves on a brisk cold day
I want to seek truth and debunk
FALSE labels...
keep my hands and my heart
up to the Most HIGH...
so there wouldnt be anything over turned
I cant ever determine WHO I AM...
HE IS THE GREAT I AM...
I AM...because he seeds his love
until he calls me a poet.....
than I become one....
nlistic souldier
Sunday, September 30, 2012
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
PURGE (WITH WORDS)
Follow my ink trails....better then those chem trails..
in our once virgin sky
I fly high still soar as .his will towers
over my pains pinnacles
seem the more Im elevated .... taking me ... far away....
from people who think there are beneath.....
smiling wide ... showing their carnivous teeth...
how sharp they become....
when they sink inside
your skin.....
a fervent ....souldiers test....
you must understand an average guy ....
with high expectations
writing a almanac for the sowing of poetic seeds....
because my life is a directive...
which comply on laws thats introspective...
mirror reflective ....
see yourself in my words ...
pen your soul
badge of honor...
When postive text becomes your next.....
incumbant
of your profound reality....
Freedom starts in your mind..
slides off the rhythm of your tongue....
then its written in your constitution
unlawful entry...when we allow disdain words
becomes our penitentary
those who think they are beneath.....
becomes your thief....
the same ones who pay money towards your reef
funeral of your deffered dream.....
so many of them are living underground...
where the earthworms swim in thier misfortune....
even creepy crawlers .. come up for air ....
when the rain appears
directed to truths of moisture
realization of its now...abundant surface .....
when you lay there without life ..or..purpose
Hearken to love ...how many heard this .....
So closed ears never leads to spiritual depth
but actually death
Then you wonder why you always collect
too much water in your ears...
water torture floods your temple....
so even when you are sinking ..try thinking....
You maybe wondering why this tank so full....
allow you faith become your pull....
bouyancy... determines by your will to live...
construction ...begins when your steps
are eager to build.....jacobs ladder.....
filled with your DNA....that matters
those thoughts of doubt....
let it trade places with....confused ideas of your life
create a eulogy... for your self -destructive foolery
nlistic souldier
in our once virgin sky
I fly high still soar as .his will towers
over my pains pinnacles
seem the more Im elevated .... taking me ... far away....
from people who think there are beneath.....
smiling wide ... showing their carnivous teeth...
how sharp they become....
when they sink inside
your skin.....
a fervent ....souldiers test....
you must understand an average guy ....
with high expectations
writing a almanac for the sowing of poetic seeds....
because my life is a directive...
which comply on laws thats introspective...
mirror reflective ....
see yourself in my words ...
pen your soul
badge of honor...
When postive text becomes your next.....
incumbant
of your profound reality....
Freedom starts in your mind..
slides off the rhythm of your tongue....
then its written in your constitution
unlawful entry...when we allow disdain words
becomes our penitentary
those who think they are beneath.....
becomes your thief....
the same ones who pay money towards your reef
funeral of your deffered dream.....
so many of them are living underground...
where the earthworms swim in thier misfortune....
even creepy crawlers .. come up for air ....
when the rain appears
directed to truths of moisture
realization of its now...abundant surface .....
when you lay there without life ..or..purpose
Hearken to love ...how many heard this .....
So closed ears never leads to spiritual depth
but actually death
Then you wonder why you always collect
too much water in your ears...
water torture floods your temple....
so even when you are sinking ..try thinking....
You maybe wondering why this tank so full....
allow you faith become your pull....
bouyancy... determines by your will to live...
construction ...begins when your steps
are eager to build.....jacobs ladder.....
filled with your DNA....that matters
those thoughts of doubt....
let it trade places with....confused ideas of your life
create a eulogy... for your self -destructive foolery
nlistic souldier
Friday, September 14, 2012
Last time....
If this is....
the Last time...
I put confident ink on this paper
maybe in our future
bodies could turn into misty ...vapor
this becomes my moment
I have to share .....
I love you...
earth may crumble ....
under our blues
moons may fall into our deep abyss ....
with our bouyant love
I have nothing to lose....
blindfolded us...we will still choose
commitment
I found what money couldnt buy
in my lifetime
uncovered an emotion inwhich my heart couldnt lie
My soul was hit so hard .... as I constantly prayed for you
in your weakness
as I was humbled by this tragedy
I had to be strong
while listening to you.....
could this be.....
Our final destination of our fingers tips .......reaching towards each other
to grasps.....
I lamented ..... then cradled......thinking with true love..... beating any odds
like my favorite romantic movies ..... those events ... only what a fairy could tell....
Im not looking for fantasy ....looking for my gravity
to hold me .... to hold you .... when there are earthquakes
.....as my violent winds dries my tears
memories of our lasting sentiments
keeps my feet planted ...
your heart.... my only homebase
thinking if you go
playing on repeat ...in my mental
I... would want to imagine....
.......warmth.....
entangled in your embrace ....leaving my earthly treasure
to feel only my own flesh
if so....
...Im there with quantum physics
time doesnt have any affect on our love....
Im going to be your compass
directing you...... its going to be okay.... please adhere to my whispers
love.....
....I will never become your ghost
when there are phantoms in your life .....
dont run away from my spirit.....I will be there
anytime you need me ..
you never have to say it out loud....I know you scared
secretly frighten.....confident topically
we will fight this one together
I dont want to lose you......praying for faith ....claiming its not so....
When I was immersed in my darken tunnel
your format encased a glow ... emitting postive light....
assuring this sun..... I will soon again invite.....
I want to be the same way when it gets closer to your night ....
if your air supply...becomes thin......mouth to mouth.....would begin
as my words would help in your life....dedicated.....
lover ..... in flight for more of your devotion..... holding you up.....
while your hoping.....my love and faith closes... whats been pryed open
doubt will never have its ways.... in our lives ......again
nlistic souldier
the Last time...
I put confident ink on this paper
maybe in our future
bodies could turn into misty ...vapor
this becomes my moment
I have to share .....
I love you...
earth may crumble ....
under our blues
moons may fall into our deep abyss ....
with our bouyant love
I have nothing to lose....
blindfolded us...we will still choose
commitment
I found what money couldnt buy
in my lifetime
uncovered an emotion inwhich my heart couldnt lie
My soul was hit so hard .... as I constantly prayed for you
in your weakness
as I was humbled by this tragedy
I had to be strong
while listening to you.....
could this be.....
Our final destination of our fingers tips .......reaching towards each other
to grasps.....
I lamented ..... then cradled......thinking with true love..... beating any odds
like my favorite romantic movies ..... those events ... only what a fairy could tell....
Im not looking for fantasy ....looking for my gravity
to hold me .... to hold you .... when there are earthquakes
.....as my violent winds dries my tears
memories of our lasting sentiments
keeps my feet planted ...
your heart.... my only homebase
thinking if you go
playing on repeat ...in my mental
I... would want to imagine....
.......warmth.....
entangled in your embrace ....leaving my earthly treasure
to feel only my own flesh
if so....
...Im there with quantum physics
time doesnt have any affect on our love....
Im going to be your compass
directing you...... its going to be okay.... please adhere to my whispers
love.....
....I will never become your ghost
when there are phantoms in your life .....
dont run away from my spirit.....I will be there
anytime you need me ..
you never have to say it out loud....I know you scared
secretly frighten.....confident topically
we will fight this one together
I dont want to lose you......praying for faith ....claiming its not so....
When I was immersed in my darken tunnel
your format encased a glow ... emitting postive light....
assuring this sun..... I will soon again invite.....
I want to be the same way when it gets closer to your night ....
if your air supply...becomes thin......mouth to mouth.....would begin
as my words would help in your life....dedicated.....
lover ..... in flight for more of your devotion..... holding you up.....
while your hoping.....my love and faith closes... whats been pryed open
doubt will never have its ways.... in our lives ......again
nlistic souldier
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
WELFARE....(DONT STARE)
Well please take care ....Ive done all I could do...
so please dont ask me again....
I have more than enough
but your begging..its getting on my nerves
I cant stand the sound of your discounted whiny voice...
....its even more annoying than
The noise of your belly growling ,,,,,
this is why im howling. since you calling me a wolf
you would never get any of my golden tickets....
besides I dont need to hunt and worry ...when have this black card
my true american expression......when your guessing where is you next meal
coming from.....
wearing that dusty black all the time...when I clothed in teal suit ...
but my feelings are never blue....I ride off the back of the many
giving a small perentage to this few......thats caught in the middle
of my sea of debt..... from my morgue ....I mean MORTGAGE.....
sounds like.....you dont have a clue on even getting raft for safety .....much less
a yacht.....still taxing you for all you got......
My elitism plot......forget giving you a window or a pot.....sit you on my skid row
where concrete oven bakes you...... now thats really hot....
Im the real fireman....lil wayne....dont even have a shot.....
Im also sick of you calling me uncle.....just call you family when I need
poor idiots to fight our war.....never would be seen with you.....
Veterans....soon you die out so those benefits....
would be for my future vets...for my next World War
so be quiet....you never fought for this country so you lower than trash
then you ask for few amounts of coins in my stash....
please dont give that ....bolony .....I eat veal......you paid into social security
contributed all your savings to taxes....waiting on my bad healthcare for your prompt passing
Well besides ....that is your fare.......to live in my country........well ... now ......fare for your own...
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE......
nlistic souldier
so please dont ask me again....
I have more than enough
but your begging..its getting on my nerves
I cant stand the sound of your discounted whiny voice...
....its even more annoying than
The noise of your belly growling ,,,,,
this is why im howling. since you calling me a wolf
you would never get any of my golden tickets....
besides I dont need to hunt and worry ...when have this black card
my true american expression......when your guessing where is you next meal
coming from.....
wearing that dusty black all the time...when I clothed in teal suit ...
but my feelings are never blue....I ride off the back of the many
giving a small perentage to this few......thats caught in the middle
of my sea of debt..... from my morgue ....I mean MORTGAGE.....
sounds like.....you dont have a clue on even getting raft for safety .....much less
a yacht.....still taxing you for all you got......
My elitism plot......forget giving you a window or a pot.....sit you on my skid row
where concrete oven bakes you...... now thats really hot....
Im the real fireman....lil wayne....dont even have a shot.....
Im also sick of you calling me uncle.....just call you family when I need
poor idiots to fight our war.....never would be seen with you.....
Veterans....soon you die out so those benefits....
would be for my future vets...for my next World War
so be quiet....you never fought for this country so you lower than trash
then you ask for few amounts of coins in my stash....
please dont give that ....bolony .....I eat veal......you paid into social security
contributed all your savings to taxes....waiting on my bad healthcare for your prompt passing
Well besides ....that is your fare.......to live in my country........well ... now ......fare for your own...
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE......
nlistic souldier
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