Thursday, May 17, 2012

Cat in da bag

NLISTIC SOULDIER

A PLACE IN
MY HEART
A CALENDER CHARTS
SPACIOUS FOR MY WELL BEING
SEEING
NINE MONTHS
SPORTING YOUR BUMP
FRUIT OF MY LOIN
WHERE I’M GOING
IMAGING, ANTICIPATION
FATHERHOOD I’M ALMOST TASTING
MY FIRST
TO HOLD, AND CULITIVATE
TO PROTECT
TO SHOW MY LOVE
NEVER ABBREVIATE
  
MIZZ PREZZ

Rubbing my stomach praying
About the life that I am carrying
About my secret to the man I am marrying
I sit and wait hoping that it won’t be my undoing.
Never my intention to mislead
Will he accept my honest places
Or leave me begging him please.

NLISTIC SOULDIER
  
GROCERY BAGS OF GOODIES
DADDY’S HOME
LISTENING TO HER STOMACH
I COULD NEVER BE WRONG
THEN AGAIN I HEARD THAT SONG
WHENEVER SHE WAS OUT LATE, I KNOW HER
SO WELL...... MY THOUGHTS ARE STRAIGHT
HAPPY TO HEAR THOUGH WHEN HER FRIEND WAS LATE
I KNOW IT’S MINE.... I FEEL EVERY MOVEMENT

MZ PREZZ

He looks at me with such love
His touch to my belly soft like a CASHMERE glove
My heart breaks knowing where I was till late
I’m trying to deny
To keep up the lie
Everyday I try
As my belly grows
Does he even know
I think of that day and I feel so ashamed
My one night of pleasure is going to cause so much pain
  
NLISTIC SOULDIER
  
SHE SEEMS SO DISTANT
WHEN WE SHOULD BE GROWING EVEN MORE CLOSER
WHEN I’M TOUCHING HER INTIMATELY…SHE REACTS
AS IF I’M GROSS
DEFIANT…THIS SHOULD BE A JOYOUS OCCAISION
WE NEED A TOUCH UP...LINE UP
DOES THIS CHILD MARK OUR LOVE IS FADING
IF IT IS.....
WHY NOW...IT’S DISSAPPEARING
YOUR OVEN IS TOO HOT 
MARKING MY FOREVER SPECIAL YEAR
DOUBTFUL THOUGHTS REVISITING
TRULY
OUT RULY
JUST PROVE TO ME, WHAT I’M THINKING....... COULD BE WRONG
TOGETEHER AS A FAMILY DO WE REALLY BELONG

MZ PREZZ  

So far from where we first began
I strayed so far from our family plan
Never my intent that night
Now I live in constant fright
I know he feels I’m not all there
I still love him
But it’s my fear
I still love him
All the same
I think he feels my shame
Hating himself 
But I’m the blame 
Just a flicker in life’s great flame
I have to keep up in this game 
Lies upon lies
Inwardly he denies 
His endless cries
Only I truly realize
My loves disguise oh lord please
Don’t let this become my family demise

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